I’m going to start something new today! Since I’m in a book rut (I keep reading books that are good but nothing super special) I decided to start weekly rating wednesday xP  I’m going to go back and rate every book I read this week. Since I can’t review every book I read, I thought this would be a nice way to start the week off. So I think I’m going to do a rating system of 5. 5 being the highest rating and 1 being the lowest.

Becoming a Jett Girl by Meghan Quinn- 5/5
Gridiron Bad Boy: A Football Romance by Eddie Cleveland- 3.5/5
American Bad Boy by Eddie Cleveland- 3.5/5
Beauty and the Dark by Le Carre, Georgia- 2/5
Wicked Innocence by Missy Johnson- 4/5
Relent: Sydney Storm MC by Nina Levine- 4/5
Nitro’s Torment: Sydney Storm MC by Nina Levine- 4.5/5
Devil’s Vengeance: Sydney Storm MC by Nina Levine- 4/5
Beginning with Forever (The Forever Series Book 1) by Lan LLP- 3/5
Finding our Forever (The Forever Series Book 2) by Lan LLP- 3/5
Ending with Forever (The Forever Series Book 3) by Lan LLP- 3/5
Trying Not To Love You (The Love Series Book 1) by Megan Smith- 4/5
Easy To Love You (The Love Series Book 2) by Megan Smith- 4.5/5
Hard To Love You (The Love Series Book 3) by Megan Smith-4/5
Let Me Love You (The Love Series Book 4) by Megan Smith- 4/5
Made To Love You (The Love Series, Book Five 5) by Megan Smith- 4/5
Need To Love You (The Love Series, Book Six) by Megan Smith- 5/5
Stepbrother Bastard (The Hawthorne Brothers Book 1) by Colleen Masters- 4/5
Stepbrother Broken (The Hawthorne Brothers Book 2) by Colleen Masters- 4/5
Stepbrother Backstage (The Hawthorne Brothers Book 3) by Colleen Masters- 4/5
Like a F*cking Boss: BBW Office Romance (Run the World Series Book 1) by Author Quinn- 4.25/5
Just Dessert: The Decadent Series Book 1 by Kelly Collins- 3.9/5
Broken Minds by Nicki Rae- This book is very hard to put on a number on. Its an extremely sensitive subject but it really sticks with you. It hits you hard and messes with you a little bit. I can’t put a number on this because its a one of kind. 
This week I read a lot of series books, and as you can see I can not stop reading when I’m in a series. I lost a lot of sleep, but it was totally worth it. I got addicted and couldn’t stop reading. I really can not wait for the next book in the sydney storm mc series. Every other series I read minus the sydney storm mc and the one by author quinn were finished series. Which are my favorite because I’m not a patient person, and I hate having to wait to find out what happens. Hopefully this is helpful xP See you again Next week for weekly rating wednesday!
Happy reading until next time!
Okay I figure I’ll do the synopsis for the books at the end so its not just one huge post. And if you want to go off of my rating instead of the synopsis you don’t have to read them xP I feel like next week I need to read less because this was a lot of work lmao.
Becoming a Jett Girl– In a city where sin is committed every night and washed away the next morning, you meet a domineering but sophisticated man, Jett Colby. He is the owner and proprietor of the Lafayette club where women who have nothing left in life are hand picked to be performers for the members of the very exclusive and swanky club.
Gridiron Bad Boy A Football Romance- Cameron Armstrong is a cocky, arrogant, sexy, delicious…

Where was I going with this again?
He’s a combat veteran and an all-star athlete with rippled muscles and the charm that makes panties easily drop for him.
When he shows up with a swagger and a smile, I tell him two words he’s never heard before: Not Interested.
But Cameron doesn’t take no for an answer.
My heart tells me to trust him.
But, with his reputation and frenzied fangirls, I can’t shake my fear.
Am I just another play in his book?

American Bad Boy- A Military Romance

I lost my men. I lost my leg. I lost my career. And all I could think of was Lauren.
I left for West Point with two things: a broken heart and a promise to never let it happen again.
Now I’m back in Colorado as a war hero. F*ck that, I’m a celebrity.
And every woman wants to open her legs for Captain America.
So why do I only want her?

Beauty and the Dark- Sofia is a young woman who has a haunted, painful past. Her dark secrets and negative thoughts make her feel lonely even when she is not alone. Jack is a ravaged man who has his own secrets and is tormented by his own dark past. Sofia and Jack get attracted to each other at first sight. Jack becomes the one to unlock the passion and fire within her. Together they will help each other to escape the darkness that’s been surrounding them for so long.
Wicked Innocence- Don’t let my petite and innocent appearance fool you, because I’m one person you don’t want to cross. I’m Micah, the youngest member of Resurrection…If only they knew how young.
My fake ID says I’m twenty-one. And I will be…in four years.
What can I say? I blossomed early. Home sucked, so I left, determined to do something with my life.
Landing the gig as lead vocalist in the band was a dream come true. I’ve worked hard to make something of myself and nothing is going to ruin that for me.
Then He showed up. Saxon Waite, ex bad boy of rock.
He’s hot as hell and so into me.
But he’s also twenty-five.
I don’t want to lie to him, but if the truth comes out I’ll lose everything. Including him.
Relent: Sydney Storm MC- A biker torn between loyalty to his club and love for his woman.
I let Evie Bishop go once. I won’t make that mistake again.
I’ve loved Evie since we were kids, before I found the Storm MC.
Long before I sold my soul to the devil.
I never wanted to bring her into this world, but a man can only go so long without the woman he loves by his side. I need her like I fucking need air and I won’t stop until she’s mine again.
I knew she’d battle me.
I knew I’d have to fight hard for her.
But I never thought I’d be in this predicament—torn between her and my club.
The thing about me, though, is that I’ll do anything for those I love. Even if it could cost me everything.
Nitro’s Torment: Sydney Storm MC- Tatum Lee is a pain in my ass.
She’s stubborn, full of attitude, and she doesn’t like to do what she’s told.
And yet, at a time when I should be focusing on the war my club is at, she consumes my mind because she’s also fearless and fierce, and I’ve never met a woman like her.
The thing about war, though, is the minute you let your focus drop, your enemy rises up and attacks. And sometimes they bring you to your knees in ways you never imagined.
The other thing about war? You learn just what you’re capable of doing to protect those you love.
Devil’s Vengeance: Sydney Storm MC- I know she’s forbidden.
I’ve been warned.
But I’m in too deep.
Hailee Archer was mine the minute I met her and there’s no way in hell I’m giving her up.
Our club is at war, though, and her brother is our greatest ally.
He’s made it clear he doesn’t want me anywhere near her.
He’s threatened to walk away from our club if he doesn’t get what he wants.
What he doesn’t know about me is that I’m a stubborn bastard.
I will fucking fight to the bitter end for my family.
He wants to threaten me?
He can go right the fuck ahead.
He doesn’t stand a chance.
Beginning with Forever- Carson Bradley, CEO of a powerful pharmaceutical corporation is rich beyond boundaries with a missing soul. His heart faded away fifteen years ago with the death of his first love. He strives every day for the sake of his cancer research because he’s determined to eradicate cancer forever.
Lillian Ly is a humble, young medical student whose kind and generous heart is as vast as the universe. Being raised poor by a single parent; she matured quickly and respected the sacrifices her mother made for her. Lillian’s determination leads her down a stringent five-year path with no room for love.
When their paths cross at an unlikely place thousands of miles away from home, they both realize that fate has brought them together, and Carson will never let anything or anyone tear them apart. He knows how desolate life is without love and refuses to return to that dark place ever again.
Lillian enters Carson’s world with the purest intention of loving him with all her heart, but discovers that his volatile world will alter her uncomplicated life indefinitely. Regardless of what obstacles are thrown in their path, Lillian and Carson will endure them all to hold onto their forever from the beginning to the end.
Finding our Forever- When tragedy strikes it doesn’t always signal the end. Sometimes it can mean a new beginning…
Still reeling from the events of the past culminating in her devastating loss, an emotionally scarred Lillian Ly is determined to follow her heart and temporarily forego a bright academic career to keep alive the only thing that matters, being with the man she loves.
Guilt pours over Carson Bradley like molten lava, but despite his shame, he cannot let her go. She is the flame to his fire, the soul of his heart.
Without Lillian by his side, he is just a body without a warm pulse.
Ending with Forever- If your love for someone is greater than your own life, what would you sacrifice to keep her safe? The world and everything you’ve worked all of your life to attain? That is CEO Carson Bradley’s catch-22.
Unfortunately for Carson, his rivals have discovered his only weakness—Lillian Ly, the owner of his heart. The power behind his new cancer drug is what they want and will stop at nothing to seize it. If necessary, kidnapping and murder are just the means to an end. How desperate would he be if she falls into their greedy hands?
Carson can no longer shield Lillian from the ugly secrets of his ruthless pharmaceutical world. His dominance and vigilance are what keeps her safe. Can he convince her of this or will her stubbornness be her downfall? With all the obstacles in their path, the journey to their happily forever will be a trying one. Will their love get them to the end?
Trying Not To Love You- MacKenzie Cahill has dealt with overbearing and overprotective brothers her entire life, making it near impossible to enjoy her teenage years. Having a boyfriend was practically impossible until she met a guy that wasn’t afraid to stand up to them – Dominic. He was sweet, thoughtful, and everything MacKenzie ever wanted in a man.
But when they go away to college at Old Dominion University, MacKenzie sees a whole new side of Dominic and begins to wonder if he really is different from every other guy.
Her world is turned upside down after a party, and her brothers’ best friend Hunter is the one there to offer her a shoulder to cry on. The chemistry between them is electric, and feelings for each other that have been hidden for years are finally voiced.
Is Hunter willing to be disloyal to his best friends in order to be with the one girl he’s always secretly wanted?
Easy To Love You- Hunter finally has MacKenzie Cahill, the girl of his dreams. A horrible accident finds those dreams threatened. As their lives change, secrets begin to surface. These revelations could prove to be either the downfall of Hunter and MacKenzie or the catalyst that strengthens their bond.
Hunter has painful choices to make. Will he realize what he has before it’s gone? He knows what he must do to save his future, but will he be leaving everyone else in his past?
Will the bond between the two families be strong enough to keep them together?
Hard To Love You- What do you do when the one you’ve always wanted becomes too Hard to Love?
Hailey Taylor’s heart has always belonged to Mason Cahill, but one secret has changed everything.
Things on the baseball field come easy for Mason Cahill. Why can’t the rest of his life be simple? Mason’s finally admitted he wants the one girl he can be himself around, but one secret destroyed that.
Their love isn’t sweet and simple. It’s hot, loud, and messy. But now, when he’s finally all in, she’s folded. Sparks fly. Tempers flare. Hearts shatter. One thing is certain… everything has changed.
Who will be too Hard to Love?
Let Me Love You- Will their lives take them in different directions?
Jaylinn McCormick is determined to forget that one terrifying night which left her feeling broken and tainted. There is one person who can make her whole again… but he is hell bent on keeping her at arm’s length. She has loved him her entire life but can she wait for him to step up to the plate?
Cooper Cahill has loved Jaylinn for years. He wants nothing more than to put all her pieces back together but he deems himself unworthy. Choosing between his baseball career and Jaylinn has him feeling lost. Does he have what it takes to put Jaylinn’s heart back together again?
When their paths cross will they intersect or blindly pass each other by?
Made To Love You- Jaylinn McCormick had finally found the man who makes her life complete. After putting the most terrifying night of her life behind her, she’s moving on. Suddenly, unexpected life altering events have Jaylinn spiraling in an unknown direction. Will she be able to survive?
Cooper Cahill finally found a balance in his life. He’s got the girl he always loved, business is thriving, and his baseball career is grand slamming down a new path. One phone call threatens to destroy his perfect life.
Can Cooper help Jaylinn dodge this curve ball life has pitched in her direction? Will the love they’ve found in each other be enough? Or will Jaylinn walk away from it all?
Need To Love You- Just when you thought you had it all.
Chloe Cahill’s dreams changed after becoming pregnant in high school. She married her high school sweetheart just after graduation and together they welcomed a handsome son into the world. Now that Alex, her son, is in school she sets her eyes on finding the perfect job. Chloe feels the need to grow dependent upon herself instead of always relying on her husband.
But what happens when her husband goes out for a night of drinking and he doesn’t remember what happens?
Jackson Cahill thought he did the right thing by marrying his pregnant girlfriend just out of high school. Lately he’s been feeling restless in his marriage. One late night of drinking turns his life upside down but it just doesn’t end there. Jackson’s got himself in a real mess. The dilemma may just be too big of a disarray for him to get out of.
Can Chloe and Jackson keep their marriage from falling apart? Or will they decide to veer down different paths?
Stepbrother Bastard- It started off as a dare…a harmless one-night-stand with a complete stranger. He was just another badboy I met in a bar, a harmless fling to start my summer vacation. One unbelievable night of sex, and I’d never have to see him again.
But the next morning as I pull up to the lake house my mom has rented for the summer, I get the feeling my world is about to crumble…it was just supposed to be us girls—me, my two sisters, and Mom…but we’re not alone…
Apparently my mom’s old high school sweetheart John owns the house, and he has three sons, all around the same age as me and my sisters. And they thought it would be a great idea to put us all together under the same roof for four weeks.
We’ll have to share bedroom walls, sit down for family dinners, and suffer through a million other forced, awkward, sexually confusing family activities I’m sure…
And then I realize my mom’s new boyfriend has a son a little older than me. I see him barreling toward me on a 4-wheeler, a lit cigarette between his lips, strangely familiar tattoos on his muscular forearms and chest…as he gets closer I’m filled with dread as I begin to realize who he is…but he isn’t slowing down.
The f*cking prick nearly runs into me.
As he takes off his helmet I’m instantly filled with horror and an undeniable twinge of excitement between my legs. It’s him. The man who took me last night, used me every which way, stretched me more than any man I’ve ever been with before…and now he’s ignoring me, acting like he’s never seen me before in his life.
I have a feeling it’s going to be a fun summer.
Stepbrother Broken- Only Lukas Hawthorne could simultaneously break my spirit, crush my dreams…and make me dripping wet.
He’s a legend on campus—a star athlete with records that’ll never be broken. I always see him on campus walking around with some new hot piece of ass, and I dream about what it would be like to be the one on his arm…
It’s totally unfair to have such an effortlessly handsome grad student as my TA. Who knew economic theory could be so sexy? Problem is, I’ve been so distracted by him all semester that now I’m failing his course, and I need pass if I hope to graduate on time.
He wants to meet with me after class, to discuss how I can make up my grade this summer…extra assignments, private lessons…whatever it takes. But when a disgusting realization is made—our student-teacher sex sessions are permanently interrupted.
Our parents are engaged. They’re madly in love and can’t wait to make me, Lukas, and all of our siblings one big happy family. To make matters worse, we have to endure a family vacation at his father’s lake house. Together. A million miles away from everything.
Thing is, the more inappropriate my desire is for him, the more intensely it burns…and he isn’t shy about meeting me halfway.
According to him, we’re going to defile every room and every surface of his father’s house before we go back to school.
Challenge accepted.
Stepbrother Backstage- He makes me feel embarrassed…ashamed…and most of all…horny.
Finn—the youngest of the three Hawthorne brothers, he’s the panty-melting lead guitarist of the band The Few, and a cocky, confident, tattooed sex god.
He also happens to be the son of my mom’s new boyfriend—and totally off-limits.
But I can’t help the way my body betrays me when he walks in on me changing. The way his eyes linger…the way his pants harden…
Or when he purposefully walks out of the shower naked, making sure I get a full view of his huge d*ck.
We have to endure an entire summer of this torture—stuck in a house with our crazy family members, our bedrooms only a few feet away, our young bodies wanting nothing more than to come together.
We’ll just have to make sure to be quiet…
Like a F*cking Boss: BBW Office Romance- He’s the boss. I’m the booty call…
I gave my last relationship everything I had and got shafted in return. Now I’m all about proving I have what it takes to work amongst talented designers and architects of ARC Industries, and building a better future for myself.
Then my new boss arrives, and I just know trouble will follow.
How will I prove I’m more than a smart mouth and sexy curves when I’m distracted by daydreams of the company’s sexy CEO, Theo Solomon?
To make matters worse, my daydreams turn into reality, and I become Theo’s booty call.
Due to my past, I’m hesitant to accept that I want more than secret rendezvous. But is Theo worth the risk?
Just Dessert: The Decadent Series- Pure hearted Katarina Cross has a simple life plan; finish school and find a job. Everything is on track until Damon Noble walks onto the scene. He’s the sweetest confection she has ever laid eyes on.
Standing in for a friend who runs an escort service, Kat agrees to accompany one man for one night. How hard could it be? All I have to do is smile and look pretty.
After his last girlfriend left a bad taste in his mouth for commitment, Damon nixes the idea of a relationship. He simply orders and pays for what he needs. Why ask for the full menu when you can just order dessert?
A chance meeting, a book club and a penchant for dessert will change everything.
“Life is uncertain. Eat dessert first.”
-Ernestine Ulmer-
Broken Minds- For the last twelve years I’ve lived in fear. Fear of touch, fear of love, fear of the dark without the moon. But the letter I just received could put an end to it all—but not before pushing me to the edge one more time.
Twelve years ago my life was stolen from me. My heart led me to a place I never should’ve been because my mind didn’t know any better. Before that day, I was carefree and happy. I was excited about the future—a future that was blossoming with each passing day. A future with Trevor—my best friend and my new love. But what stood before us would break anyone, and what I didn’t know was that it had already broken him.
We would be held captive for ninety days. We weren’t allowed to think on our own, breathe on our own, or speak on our own. Our minds and bodies were pushed to the edge and eventually broke. By the end of our ninety days, we were both lost inside ourselves, but bound to one another. Even though Trevor smiled every day, his will was broken, his soul was sucked dry, and his mind was cracking with each passing day. But on this fateful day, I finally understood why his smile was sad because mine was also.
My name’s Keda Spencer and this is my story of survival, and the road that led to it.

**Warning: This novel may cause triggers and is meant for readers 18 years of age and older.**